T.dore

I said I cannot promise you the things that I cannot do. But I will try my best to protect myself from people who are like your bad self. To never cry or be hurt by someone else, and to only do things that I want.

You said you saw yourself in my damaged self, in my tears. And part of you don't want to inflict any more hurt on me, but you are pretty sure the other part of you would hurt me. When you made your choice that day, to hold me close while I cry, to let me sleep on your lap while you pat my head gently, I saw the better part of you behind all these mess you created for yourself.

You told me to cry to let it out, even all that has happened isn't my fault. Again, you showed me the side you never wanted to show me. I promised that as your friend too, I would always be here, I would help you if you need, I'll never leave. I hope you remember all the things I said to you too.

I'm really looking forward to see the kind of change we would bring to ourselves, and hopefully the friendship that would never disappear. I let a few tears fall while watching a show, and I immediately thought of you and all the things you said to me. So much feels right there and then. Rather surprised by the power of words you had over me. Hope my had some power over you too.

Till then, bad boy. This is for you.