Fifteen Days.

Many things has happened since 2015 started. The year started on quite a low note, with me with V and some of her really good friends (I know them too though) at a little gathering. I was reflecting my life in 2014 thoroughly, and there are obvious changes that I wanted.

15 days into the new year. I've finished reading two books.... almost planned a holiday trip, and idk what else. Going out with people? This short span of the year hasn't lack in the dramas that my life is unfortunately (or fortunately) filled with. The dilemma of choosing between varying interests of mine, and whether to stay or to leave. Of course both comes with consequences... and I can't decide.
I mean, Geminis are fickle minded.....

I met a really enchanting(?) person of late. although communications with this said persons have ceased. It was honestly too good to be true. How is it possible that I would find someone who indulges in almost the same things as me, who sees the value of quietness and peace, and also understands and agrees to the weird quirks of my mind? The words seem so real and at best comforting and seem so honest. But I often wonder if ill intentions are masked beneath those words. I have learnt the art of injecting poison into every good memory I have so that it will stop being special or hold special meanings. And this skill, I would call it a skill, came in really handy.

We all know what else I've been up to...

Anyways,
I attended a friend's social night on Tuesday... and it brought back so many memories. Meeting old friends at that place and 4 years after being in the same area. I cringed at every time I look at old photos. what in the world was i wearing? i went to an event that meant something to people looking like that???? I can't even smile properly!  So yea, those thoughts. Although I have grown considerably over the years both mentally and physically.... more horizontally physically too. but HAHA.

I knew this friend 10 years ago. and we weren't close that many years ago. No contact until during poly days where I coincidentally saw him again in the club. and at first the was back view. and all I thought was "walao who this tall idiot keep bang my head".  Then we rarely ever kept in contact. Until just recently when he asked for my help. Help to eat and act nice, my forte, so what's there to reject?

And then I saw A there, he was always nice. Until he made a joke to what happened. An event that changed my life two years ago. How time flies isn't? So coincidental that when my life was about to fall apart someone stepped in and pulled me out. But this time I walked out of the rubble myself. I bet we've all matured and grown out of our childish ways. Which I am really glad we did.

Thinking if i should post the one 4 years ago... I still remember how I froze when he put his hand on the small of my back then. SO awkward.

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BUT NO. I SHALL NOT.

B&W for that timeless feel... HAHAHA. 

All the best boys for your future in protecting this land we call home. 

okay, a really small one.... but, what can you expect from a 16 year old??

I find it so hard to find the correct angle when taking pictures with people. I'm internally afraid that they would judge me for taking so long to take a picture HAHHA.


meanwhile, be nice! 

XX